Again, I didn't edit this story, sorry, I was too lazy
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I watched as she put down her glass on the table after bring it to her lips. Her lipstick was visible on the edge of the class. I will always remember the colour of the lipstick she wore whenever I look at a glass. I was watching her. Every move she makes, every word she says. The only thing I couldn't see was her enchanted face that i have always admired. you, see, I am looking at my ex-wife. The love of my life. I would do anything for her, I would die. But she didn't care, no. I was just her little t
The Real Me
I've been called beautiful, gorgeous, pretty, cute.
But its only on the outside
On the inside, I'm ugly, hideous.
People think, I'm selfless, kind, nice, giving.
But its not true
I'm mean, selfish, disrespectful.
I haven't always been like that.
It used to all be true.
But secrets and lies destroyed that
I can never trust anymore. I never believe anymore.
I don't let anyone in.
I am alone. I am cold.
And nobody knows but me.
You think you know someone, but you don't.
The Real Me
I've been called beautiful, gorgeous, pretty, cute.
But its only on the outside
On the inside, I'm ugly, hideous.
People think, I'm selfless, kind, nice, giving.
But its not true
I'm mean, selfish, disrespectful.
I haven't always been like that.
It used to all be true.
But secrets and lies destroyed that
I can never trust anymore. I never believe anymore.
I don't let anyone in.
I am alone. I am cold.
And nobody knows but me.
You think you know someone, but you don't.
Again, I didn't edit this story, sorry, I was too lazy
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I watched as she put down her glass on the table after bring it to her lips. Her lipstick was visible on the edge of the class. I will always remember the colour of the lipstick she wore whenever I look at a glass. I was watching her. Every move she makes, every word she says. The only thing I couldn't see was her enchanted face that i have always admired. you, see, I am looking at my ex-wife. The love of my life. I would do anything for her, I would die. But she didn't care, no. I was just her little t
Current Residence: none of your damn buisness Favourite genre of music: Hip-Hop & R&B Favourite photographer: Viggo Mortensen Favourite style of art: All of them Operating System: Windows MP3 player of choice: doesn't matter Shell of choice: doesn't matter Wallpaper of choice: doesn't matter Skin of choice: all that are nice Favourite cartoon character: Homer & Bart simpson Personal Quote: "Put that book down, this is not a library"
Today I got my hair my done and went groccery(sp?) shopping with my mom.
Then I spent 40 minutes wallowing(sp?) in self pity, because of my computer and then I went onto my sister's slow one, the one I'm on right now.
I really need to get a life
Today is going to be the last Friday that I would have no school. It's kind of sad, really. School starts back, again on Tuesday leaving 3 days left. I'm not sure if I'm excited or if I'm depressed. This summers's weather has been kind of crapy, and very boring. At least I won't be bored because there isn't anything fun to do, I'll just be bored of my homework. *Sigh* I don't really think i could get used to how slow this computer is. It took 10 minutes for it to start. Please, don't let the problem be the mother board.
I really miss my computer. The power cable burned out so we had to take it to the computer lab to be fixed. Right now I'm on my sisters computer. I don't like it. Its kind of slow because it doesn't have as much memory as mine did, so, yeah. *Sigh* This has been the worst year of my whole entire life. I can't wait till this year ends.